I'm awake with anger, but at least I'm awake. It's a frightening and empowering feeling to feel awake from something you've always tried to suppress. But the sudden rage from all that's happening to me has filled me with fire. I'm so angry. So angry and ready for change. So furious about the the lingering, festering emotions and plaguing physical weaknesses. So frustrated that I of all people ended up having bipolar disorder. These waves of mania and utter despair ruined so much of my life. And this unquenchable thirst for retribution for the days I lost are inflaming every strain of thought penetrating my mind.I'M SO ANGRY.
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